She had the ability to be very funny, but she also had the sadness, and her ironies made her a dynamic person. She always wanted to be truthful and real; she wasn't a phony. She was a very pure artist, and when you live with that kind of purity it's really hard to deal with the rest of the world because you're not playing on the same field. It's sort of about acknowledging that you're so lonely in this individuality that in a way there is no payoff. You're just trying to do what you do and stay alive.